broken

Honesty is scary. It makes you feel weak. Vulnerable. You are putting yourself out there. You are putting your heart on the line. Strength and character are based on how you deal with it when your heart is handed (or hurled) back to you. It's always tough to be the weak one. Makes you feel like a dumbass. But I've decided putting yourself out there and things not going the way you hoped doesn't make you weak. It makes you brave. And getting through it makes you strong. So here's to bravery and strength. I'll get by with a little help from my friends. And I'll still smile and believe in love everytime I look at Jax. Because the way I feel about him... Now that's love.




All you can do is be yourself. "Be yourself, it's the one thing you can do better than anybody else". Know that you deserve the best and if someone makes you feel like you don't, screw them. The only one that can make you feel inferior is you. So don't let anyone make you doubt your beauty and the great things that make you who you are.

It's all about self-awareness. Be aware of the good things. But also be aware of the bad. Recognize your faults and work on them. It drives me crazy when people sit on their high horse and state their morals but don't act like those morals exist when they don't feel like it. Consistency people. If you are going to believe in certain things and throw those things in people's faces, then don't be a damn hypocrite.

People say if someone is always on your mind, they are supposed to be there. But then again, people say don't waste your time thinking of someone if they aren't thinking about you too. So I'm not wasting my time. Either you love me or you don't, either you think I'm a good person or you don't. Either this or that and blah blah blah. But no matter what you think, I know me. And I love who I am.

"and through the rise and falling apart, we discover who we are"